Fade to black the soft gray hues in the distance in the surrounding darkness are now my rays of light...
Once the suns' rays shone upon me so bright I thought it might burn my ivory skin with its warmth my face distorted from shading the yellow ball of fire blinding my pale blue colored eyes I'd bask in its glory and frolic in its rays in sheer delight.  Ever tempting me to follow its brilliance and beauty beyond my own boundaries and expectations, like a favored frenzy in its illusions and dreams of patterned lava lights.  My hunger and curiosity grew and built inside and the suns ever mighty power began to burn and itch my sensitive skin and sting my pale eyes distracting the beauty I once saw; and so my journey away from the sun began...
My story begins as far back as I can remember;I must have been three or four the first time the all mighty suns’ rays heated my soft freckled face warming me wholly and I gazed in its glory, as its heated reddish orange ball broke and awakened the day; awakening my soul. As I looked to the sun I noticed how in its rise it broke the land from the sky, and thought where was I...turning and facing my shadow. Sweet Songs of birds chirping from the treetops soothed my ears and the buzzing of dragonflies filled the early morning and as I gazed up and away listening to the sounds that surrounded me I began to fade in the brilliant yellows,coppers,reds,and orange lights ever swirling my entire being and as fast as it seemed the hues of pinks and silvers blended in a whirlwind of love and safety. What can this be? My shadow, now My maiden voyage on this ever-lasting trip, the sun shining bright with vibrant scenes unscathed, untouched.  This vast new light ever beckoning me twisting, turning changing shape and form a liquefied contrast of hues that bend and flow as if to sooth my tortured soul.  MY shadow now sits quietly next to me with its finger to its lips, sh sh sh, was the sound I heard and then my shadow turned to me with its out stretched arm its finger now pointing beyond the liquefying colors to show me there was more to this much, much more.  I obeyed its cue and turned my head to look past the beauty of purples, pinks, and silvery blues that began to dissolve showing an opening a break in the beauty that captivated me.  My eyes began to itch and my skin felt on fire as the parting of the light left only a reddish orange ball that blinded my eyes synched my skin and my throat left dry.  Why? I thought to myself and I began to cry, but the tears were like shards of tiny broken glass lacerating my face.  My shadow seemed to have disappeared leaving me alone in all my anger and fear...acing me,but my siluhettes response was silent...