Leaving is easy staying is hard,
I'm trying so hard not to fall apart.
Since I still love you this is not for pretend,
not lust but me striving to win.
But against all odds I play my cards right,
praying to GOD he make things right.
So I can build onto what we started,
love conquer everything whole hearted.
With gentleness, patience, kindness and care,
promise now you not going no where.
Because you're fading, fading away
minute to hours, hours to days.
Weeks at a time I'm still wondering what's wrong ,
if you believe in misery I'll leave you alone.
Now that's not true but what can I do?
I'm staying but it's tough loving you.
I pack my things and it always feels good
but somewhere my instinct says something is misunderstood.
But you never say a word except the times you complain,
realizing nothing you say when we're both to blame.
For allowing ourselves to rock away love,
my love expressions are not just words.
But your actions are nonchalant,
how you want me to stay breaking my heart.
I don't want no one else but you,
it's not cool how you take me for a fool.
Knowing good well I do anything for you,
I love you, what do I have to prove?
Leaving is easy staying is hard,
I'm trying so hard not to fall apart.