My heart broken My will is gone
I don't know how to live as if nothing is wrong
They took my strength only to hold it over me
and try to play God!
My world as i knew now is gone
Will the love i gave them be enough to show
They are my air my sun and sky
When they took my soul I thought I would die
Living without them is to much to bare
Do they know i love them and i still care?

My mind keeps thinking of how happy we were
Only to remind me how we fought together to get there
Now the battle is mine alone to fight for them and bring them Home !
To express my feelings that are so plain to see
They are my everything they complete me
My words don't come easy and my tears fall fast
When I gave them life and became their mom
Now their not here and life is all wrong.
People who know nothing about us
Are trying to judge me and what they say I've done wrong
Is not even true , If only I could make them see what
WE have been going through with this man that knows no truth
Can they see how misrable we all are and how his words were lies? I can't even be their to comfort them when they cry.
I hate what this has done to my kids to us
I want to yell at them listen to us and hear their words
They tell no lies for they only know the truth
They try to talk and say he lied to hurt me but they wont
don't want to believe this was all part of his Game!

Carla Mason
02-14-08