Gone

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    Gone

    My heart broken My will is gone
    I don't know how to live as if nothing is wrong
    They took my strength only to hold it over me
    and try to play God!
    My world as i knew now is gone
    Will the love i gave them be enough to show
    They are my air my sun and sky
    When they took my soul I thought I would die
    Living without them is to much to bare
    Do they know i love them and i still care?

    My mind keeps thinking of how happy we were
    Only to remind me how we fought together to get there
    Now the battle is mine alone to fight for them and bring them Home !
    To express my feelings that are so plain to see
    They are my everything they complete me
    My words don't come easy and my tears fall fast
    When I gave them life and became their mom
    Now their not here and life is all wrong.
    People who know nothing about us
    Are trying to judge me and what they say I've done wrong
    Is not even true , If only I could make them see what
    WE have been going through with this man that knows no truth
    Can they see how misrable we all are and how his words were lies? I can't even be their to comfort them when they cry.
    I hate what this has done to my kids to us
    I want to yell at them listen to us and hear their words
    They tell no lies for they only know the truth
    They try to talk and say he lied to hurt me but they wont
    don't want to believe this was all part of his Game!

    Carla Mason
    02-14-08

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    llsnook commented on Gone

    11-08-2009

    This brings back painful memories. I truly felt everything just as you did and I never want either of us to go through this kind of thing again. You truly have a great talent for letting your feelings show in your writings.

    cjmason

    11/08/2009

    I know this was a hard time for all involved and i can never say thank you enough for taking care of them you are one of a kind and you mean the world to me !!

    knight4696 commented on Gone

    11-06-2009

    Wow Carla - This is very deep and the emotion is so tangible. I can never even pretend to know what this feels like. All I know is that this poem saddens me so .. brought a watering to my eyes. Thank you for sharing! Ken

    cjmason

    11/06/2009

    Thanks that was definetly a dark time in my life my babys are my life and 5 months without them was like living in hell all because my brother-in-law was pissed off at me cause i call things the way i see them ! Now I'm gonna be a grandma and life is getting better and the bad memories are never to far away but they make me remember how easily you can loose all you love

    Poetry is not the expression of personality but an escape from personality.

    T. S. Eliot (1888-1965) American-English poet and playwright.

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