I'm not sure where this began
And I'm not sure where it will end
I want a life with less heartache and pain
I want someone to love all my worries away

I cant make him be truthful or honest
Never with me and hardly with himself
I want to let go and set him free
But I love him for who he wants and trys so hard to be

No man has ever loved me more , than he
But truth is a big issue with me
He was taught to lie , he had to to survive
But for me a lie never leaves my mind
If he did it once he'll do it twice

A cheater he nevwer could be
Just a man who keeps secrets from me
What kind of ending do secrets bring
Heartache for him and for me

Can i learn to trust and believe
Not just in him but in me as well
The family we have made one
deserves no more pain or hurt

Happiness and joy is what they deserve
A loving family is what they should see
Not a mom and dad who fight over trust and truth
I don't know how this ends

If we will stay married , or if we will just be friends
He can't live always being accused and I
Can't live not knowing if hes telling me
The truth




Carla Mason
10-15-2009