I Want to Live

It has been so long since I

Last heard a sincere goodbye

Have been detached so long

That I have forgotten "even" why

Have had no true love for some time

Crave to be hurt and feel sore

Long to cry in my bed and weep

Wishing to be in pain once more

The last song I remember I heard

Must have been a decade ago

The last passionate kiss I recall

I cannot remember, or it seems so

The last whisper in my ear, was wind

Was to relieve sorrows of the past

The last secret I shared with a friend

Was with a chat-person that did not last

I cannot recall the last time I had sex

I cannot remember who fucked who

I truly feel raped and indecently touched

Since I left my life behind with you

I want to become alive as I always did

I want to know how long I can go

It's never enough for a message to be sent

Through a Net line that seems too slow

Should I bang my head against a wall?

Or should I forget and just wait and sit?

Should I forgive and have no hopes?

I doubt that I can ever let go and forget.

22/8/2007
11:30 pm
Kuwait