One day you love me

The next day you don't

It's really hard to tell

What is it that you want?

Today you kiss me

As if I were the only one

Tomorrow you kick me

As if you wished I was gone

Why do you do this to me?

What .. What have I done?

When you hug me

I feel your heart in my heart

When you kiss me

I feel there's no end to the start

But, suddenly,

You stare in my eyes

Push back

Without even tell me why

Make me feel like an old eagle

That can longer fly

Make feel like a star

That is lost in the sky

Make me feel …

Or, I should hardly say so

For how lost souls

Are supposed to know

Maybe I think too much

Maybe it is nothing of such

Maybe I need to learn more

Maybe I have chosen the wrong door

Maybe I am still lost in my world

I do feel like an odd word

In one of the books on my shelf

Maybe I should read them all

Until I find myself

Maybe I need to read them all

Until I get to know

Why more people come?

Why more people go?

Why there are some who are bad?

Why some are always "cool"?

Why some are always sad?

Some .. Who are always cruel?

Maybe someday I will know

Why there is such a rule?

And you and I

One has been had

One is not, but another fool.

7/5/1984
Fresno, California