if you lie

it was a story book love
right from the start,
i fell right into you arms,
head over heels in love.
you hugged me,
kissed me,
made me feel like
something other then the
worthless girl
i always
saw
in the mirror....

you always wispered
you'd love me forever,
you helped me
feel happy when i was down...
you promised
to be with me forever,
why now do you
tell my that
each whispered promise,
each loving touch,
was nothing but a lie,
a simple game to you?
playing with my heart,
casing me pain in the end,
to distrace you
from your own.

so now i sit,
stil in love,
battered and raw...
i can't deal
with this pain again...
so i'm locking my heart up forever,
never to love again....
becouse i trusted you,
and you used that to destroy me...
i will never let myself love agin
.....it only leads to pain...