LBJ 11/11/10 2am

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LBJ 11/11/10 2am

There was something about you that caught a hold of me
And I fell almost immediately
Your sweet sexy voice ran straight through me
And I still can't get it out of my head
You left without a word said
And I cry as I lay here in my bed...

I'm going over our short little story
The way you always made me feel
I miss the way you used to call me sweetheart
How I'd hear hi beautiful whenever Id pick up the phone
And goodnight my princess when we'd let each other go
I remember when you said you loved my voice
And I love how you could make me blush
Something I hardly ever do
And yet whenever I talked to you my face would go warm

You dedicated songs and sang them to me
Now every time I hear them I'm wishing you never did
Cause all I hear is that voice of yours singing to me
And the pain comes rushing back

Your face is all I see
It haunts me in my dreams
You'd think that would be a bad thing
But if you were to leave my dreams too
I don't think I'd make it through another day

I always thought one day people would talk about us
Saying 'look at them and how they look at each other
Wish I had love like that
Wonder if they know how lucky they are'

I want to know if it was easy for you
If it was okay not hearing my voice everyday
Do you miss me still
Or did you miss me at all
I want to know if this is killing you too
Like it's slowly killing me

I hope you are doing okay
And I hope life is treating you well
I know how much you miss your brother
And I hope he visits again soon
I still wish you'd remember something that would bring you back to me
Cause I would be on a flight to you as fast as I could

There's certain things you can plan for
Like the weather and weddings
I've been left many times in my life
So this should be nothing new
But you were different than everyone else
And I never planned on you doing the same

Your name will forever be on my lips
Your words forever in my head
The way you cared and treated me
Forever in my heart

I just want you to know I'm still holding my breath
I can't seem to breathe without you here
Something went wrong and I guess I'll never know what
But you won't finish this thing you started
Though I still mean every word I've ever said

Some day another guy will come sweeping in
He will try to take my pain away and could even make me smile
But the whole time I'll be wishing he were you
And I'd never let my guard down

Something keeps me holding onto nothing
So many things that were left unsaid
It's just so hard to let you go
And I know in my heart I'd let my guard down for you again
I would go back to the beginning of when we were just friends
This time I would make sure things go slow
So you never get scared again

I think I'll always have hope you might come back to me
So, I'll still hold on to what I haven't got

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