I Love Patches and I know I do,
I've got feelings, Emotions and Love I Never Knew to be True..

He Has My Heart in the Palm of His Hands and doesn't even have a clue,
The Love we gave each other in the Past is meant to Last,
Unfortunatly for him, I guess it's to much to look back..

I Love this Angel sent down to be with me,
I'm glued to this Man God sent rescue me..
You can't blame a women for loving the Man of her Dreams.

The Love I have with Patches is a Love sent from above, 
I believe he has feelings for me too, but he's scared to consent..

I don't know what to do since he refuses to talk to me,
He has treated me in ways I've Never expected for him to be..

Yes, I admit I had thoughts of what's at cost,
But Never Expected him to abandon me and all...

This Man is A mystery to me and He owns the Heart to my soul and body,
He doesn't care to understand that I'm going crazy..   

He is the answer to my prayers, The Love of my Life,
The cure from the Pain and the Angel that plays no games..

But here I am confused, hurt, used, abused and clueless,
I have no idea why he has done this?

He was so compassionate with his hugs and kisses in the beginning,
He listened and Cared not, to what bull crap was spraying,
He was so understanding and Loving to who I am and what I'm dealing with..

Now, I'm lucky if i get one word from a text or a breath..
Some one please explain what it is I'm doing wrong?
Because it's real hard to live with out my friend for this long..

I miss his smile, his voice, the long late night talks, his advice,
Most of all his Sexy Baby Blue Eyes, His hugs and Kisses...
Now, I wonder if it has all been just another lie I am forced to deal with?

Either way, I know it's real the way I feel,
I Love this man till no end and I always will!!!

My love goes stronger as the days proceed to get longer,
But as the time passes, I am still forced to look back..

This is a dream come true when he acted like he cared for me too,
He is every bit of the present that stemmed from a part in the past,
Loving him and being with him has been every bit of an explosive blast!!!

I will keep Praying and hoping that this torture soon will pass,
And that God will bring my Mystery Man back,
Because this is a love, an emotion, a feeling, a connection that is..
Definatly a gift from God that is meant to LAST!!!!

I saw hope and happiness within My Mystery Man,
A loss of breath when he kissed my hands and held me in his arms,
I felt loved, treated with respect & kindness, But I ran...
Why! Why, Why, Why!!!
When he held me in his arms, there wasn't an ounce of harm!

I thought I was wanted and cared for for a moment,
By the love of my life, Patches, My Mystery Man... 

So Please, I beg for Mercy, Devil please stop torturing me!
STOP deceiving me and bring Patches and Trevor Back!
I Love them with every breath that I have!

And Lord, Forgive me please and Help ME in this time of need,
I am desperate and confused of all the Love I lost that you sent to me..

Please Bring them back to me!!
I promise to keep loving them as you love me!

I won't give up till I give them ALL my LOVE!!!!
You gave me a task or maybe a test, but Lord I know this is meant to last!

So I will keep trying to show this Mystery Man my devotion and dedication,
To the love I so deeply and openly have with him....

I won't let go of the only true love I have found out on this road!
I am persistant and gun hoe on all the love I hold,
And I will continue to show him and release this load,
Because I refuse to let go of one of the best men and friend that I Know!!

Please help me somebody with the reaction to My Mystery Man,
Please lead me into the direction of his kisses and hugs,
He is the only one who has my heart in the palm of his hands,
Other then my nephew Trevor who I long to see again...

Please Lord, Return My Mystery Man!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 
I'm sorry I froze and ran,
PLEASE GIVE HIM BACK TO ME!!!!

LET THEM BOTH KNOW HOW MUCH I LOVE THEM SO!
AND THAT I WILL NEVER LET GO....!!!!!!!!