Need you, to rescue me Jesus.

My eyes burn with unshed tears
my throat tightens with a sob that choked down
my heart is throbbing
as my lips are raw and bloody from biting
my hands hurt from the times that I pounded them into the ground
my legs vibe and my breath is coming in
ragged gasps as I pushed my self to keep going
to keep fighting
to keep going
as everything keeps pushing me back down
and with my last gasp
I fall to my knees and
I cry out to YOU
I need you here
I can't do this on my own
I need you to rescue me
and I finally let my tears go
I drop to my knees
as I call out your name again
and ask for your help
then I am free
my tears have run dry and I am no longer fighting
to stay strong
I am safe in your arms