No Freedom
The stress is agonizingMy head begins to pond
I can never be happy in this life time
because 1 always seems to get myself down, into
just me Jessica..
My tears are pain
Which 1 cannot, hide at this moment
1 would rather hang herself
And know you dont have to be suicidal to commit suicide..
1 would just want to be happy but the man in her life isnt't happy !! so that doesnt help her at all..
With no happiness that this 1 can not bring towards her lover
she crys with painfull tears she feels worthless, she sits in a room hideing her feelings, so the kids do not see her pain..
1 trys to relieve some stress by cuttin at the risk but nothing is felt nothin accomplished in that ..
she will leave because she loves him, their relatuionship is strong NOT !x!x It's all a lie.. as it usually is
She hurtz with in killing herself it seems easier that way 1 tryed it plenty of times before..
Who cares, this is no suicIdal note she repeats to me or letter those things are just mis-read this is 1 expressing herself from lead to paper to ink to journal from hands that were once in bondages to hands on a keyboard ...i have died for my FREEDOM ...
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