I step down stairs,
checking to make sure im alone in the house,
  headed to the garage looking for an old rope
 " seeking for freedom in death"

  I find and take an old rope that dad used for a tire swing that he made for my son xavier...

  Walking back into the house from the garage into the kitchen pulling up a chair with "no thoughts running thru my head" just silence ...

 A chair to satnd on, so happen there's a hook in ht e ceiling " were mom once had a plant hanging from." thinking this is much easier than  i thought it would be"

  Seeking for freedom in death ....
Now placeing the rope that iv'ed just tyed in a muzzle
over my head 

now attaching the other end to the hook..i want this done quickly and correct as my teacher would say in Social studies..

  A muzzle over My head, tighting the rope in the right position and the correct places on my throat around my neck i began to choke for air for my quick death..I lift my rigth leg up to step off the chair that iv'e been standing on, " not leaving a note for my family "that's to original" .

I step off and there went my future, my life,my depression, my stress, no more..hurt
I now have peace in life...
Suicide was easier than I thought it would be wow..
the chair and rope, was better than me having to find a gun..
and i'm not even a violent type so i'm at peace now At least my eyes were closed b-4 I steped off so mom and dad wouldn't have to look into them as if i were comin back..Seeking for Death in Freedom ..Jesisca