understand......
Today I rolled out of bed in mid morn.I had nothing to do .
My thoughts were torn.
Feelings of emptines and despair.
I could no longer breathe I had no air.
Panic set in and thank God for that, cause I started to cry which gave my breathing space back.
My heart was a flutter
My body clammy.
Yet there was no one there, no one to understand me.
I burried my face in a pillow and wished for happiness to find me.
But I know reality is it can not find me , Imust find happiness.
It was once there in my life
Now the wounds are deep cut with a knife!
My glory days have passed me.
And my children are growing.
it leaves me in this empty world
a world without knowing..........
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