Wondering

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Wondering

Alone in this cold world, bleeding inside. Feels like somebody took a knife, shoved the blade in my stomach, and twisted. I can't stop the hemorraghing. It works too quickly.
My thoughts only make the pain worse. What will happen? When? Will it ever? My thoughts travel so fast, it's all a blur. I'm sometimes scared to speak, thinking I might say something wrong. The sickly sweet smell of fear, my fear, drifts up my nose, making me want to gag. I just want the pain to stop and ahve my soul realigned with the part that's missing. I feel like there is a hole in me, one that only a single person can fit. Then will I be calm, like a persect summer day.

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dumplin commented on Wondering

10-22-2009

What is this pain you speak of, I wonder. Watch your spelling, honey. Good writing!

Poetry is not an expression of the party line. It's that time of night, lying in bed, thinking what you really think, making the private world public, that's what the poet does.

Allen Ginsberg (1926-1997) U.S. poet.

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