It was far from perfect but the situation seemed far beyond my call
thoughts racing in my head trying to put the pieces together where it all began to fall;
I tried to pull away but my heart said yes as my mind said no
torn between the two, I'm stuck in the stage of I don't know;
Didn't we almost have it all but i came to a screeching halt with just one phone call;
Looking back on life I wonder what did I do to desevere such a fate
A fate to be doomed to love another woman's soulmate;
I came up with all these excuses to justify what i did as rite,
and because I know it's wrong I find it hard to sleep at nite;
Tossing and turning, because of nightmares showing my guilt
I just wish I wasn't so misunderstood I wish people could see how I felt;
Knowing someone is hurting because of the pain i've caused, makes me want to cry,
But I can't help feeling this way, because without him I just mite;
If I had to do it all again I would say yes in a heartbeat, becaus I can't and won't see it no other way
And I sometimes still pray and hope that we'll be together if it be God's will, one day