STUCK!!!

Day after day, I find myself being sucked deeper into your web of lies
  "I" try to catch "me", but "me" won't let "myself" help, it wants "I" to cry
Somewhere inside there my conscience was screaming, telling me to get
  out while I still could
But being such a foul I pushed her away and, said things, that not me
  would
Head hung low after being defeated again by my emotions
  I've tried everything in the book, but nuthing works, I just can't control
them
  Moving on seems like such a hard task, but for me that was never the
case,
This one got me stuck on stupid, cause a sip of his whack lines, got me
  drunk off the taste
No matter how far apart we'll get there's an imaginary leash and I cannot
  be free
And I bet just to feed his selfish needs and wants, he'll probably loose the
  key
I try and I try, and I'll keep trying, but one day I'll be too weak and give
  up
Hopefully there will be a solution because all these problems will soon
  be overflowing over my cup