Days seemingly passed us by

No questions ‘bout you and I

As if nothing’s really happened

Though afraid our friendship to end

The day came for us to converse

Wishing nothing or something else

Suddenly, a favor came from you

“Please don’t give reasons not to like you”

You said that you’d rather be silent

To contemplate and think on things first

Before you decide on some things

And told me to do the same thing

Then once again you send a message

“It hurts to love someone

And not be loved in return.

But the most painful is

To love someone and never find the courage

To let the person know how you feel”

Another message from you saying

“Are you still willing to make a move

And let someone know how you really feel

If can already feel

The REJECTION even without words”

Your every word keeps me wond’ring

If you’re serious or just joking

‘Coz you know that I still admire you

Nothing will change that, ‘coz you’re still you

The day came to see you again

I feel awkward, I can’t explain

And something inside me wants to shout

My heart and my mind can’t find that out

And as usual, I felt happiness

Being with you is never a mess

If only I could change my decision

To love you and to make a relation

Then you asked me why I did not choose you

I said to myself, “If only you knew…”

And that very moment, made me think

If it’s possible to make a link

Then I remembered Bella’s story

Love for Edward and Jacob’s a mystery

Then I asked you to be my Jacob

I hope that you will not be disturbed

Be my Jacob…, my dear angel

Though I know it is hard to tell

I really can’t live without you now