ok this is not a poem more like a question
why am i so hurt when i see you if your my blessin
i feel your the one deep in my heart even in my intestine
and your the only one i think about when im restin

my mind is trembling my heart is gone
will this make you happy is this what you call fun
i understand your hurt but why should both of us be hurt if your the one
rather then breaking my heart  just kill me ill give you the gun

lead me on if you want i dont care atleast i didnt
reading between the lines i understand our relationship is endin
but my heart is telling me you cant read love its not writtin
but why when i hold you i feel like a heart is still missin

i told you to walk to the music of our love and to the beat of my heart
 thinking you were off beat i guess im not that smart
to everyone you were so sweet and to me you are tart
i cant go anywhere without thinking of you not even wal*mart

when we got to be confortable with eachother you moved
i still sit here wondering why is it always moving mountains with you
i know things i did were kind of crewl
but im only human and love has no boundaries or writtin rules

my question is if its over, if i should stop loving you why are you back
why does it seem like my life is almost on the right track
how come i feel like its just the past cut you some slack
and why do i feel like all my break up poems are wack

i dont know what it is you got a spell on me
i hate how much i love you cant you see
but if my love were seeds i would grow a huge forest not just a tree
since you left all i can do is sleep

your always in my dreams most of them are about us holding eachother
thats why i cant see me with another
every since we were younger we have been lovers
so without you in my life all i got is dreams and a cover

but are my dreams about you nightmares
are you the angel in my dreams or is it just wind from the nights air
but waking up without you gives me a night scare
but i think i need to be with this other girl who might care

all i need is a last kiss
maybe no more will it be you i miss
but i dont want to take the risk
so to end my words i have for you a wish more like a list

i wish you happiness or whatever
i wish you will keep your personality and stay clever
but i wish you come back into my life however
and i hope if you dont come back to me you stay the hell away forever
-gods son