my final goodbye

the worlds spinning way to fast,my hearts beatin to slow
the thaughts of you kills my brain cells
when i reminence of you my blood turns cold
white blood cells in my body has stopped forming
call me a super human but when i think of you my brain starts burning
life is rediculous and you make it even worse
i wish i never met you guess the reson we met was a curse
you leaving is the best thing that ever happened now im noticing
with you in my life my whole world stops focusing
hope your lifes good cause mines is getting better
i hope you stay away forever
we were young true enough
but being with you just made my life even more rough
whereever you are i hope your happy
when you left look like you left sadly
honestly now i still dont care
what do you want, for life to be more fair?
you are worthless to me like a half a penny
your difficult and i have had enough of you plenty
im glad i can look up to heaven and my father takes the pain away
but hate is a harsh word but for you i dont know what else to say
honestly i cant lie i still love you
but you are at the bottom of my list dirt is above you
its hard to believe i use to adore you
i would do anything for you
well my letter is almost over
my heart is almost sober
i just want you to know every word i said i meant it
its like my brain was thinking it but forward it to a vein and to my heart it sent it
thanks to you every flower in my garden is dead
cupid is diceased
love is in a sick bed full of disease with no beats
and the love wagon has a flat with no seats
love songs make no sence
my life has no patients
I wish i never knew you
i was always scared to lose you
but now it will be easier to just say when you left my heart grew too
im a grown man now and i dont need your smile to keep me going
your personality to keep me smiling
i dont miss you at all
stupid cupid has no wings he has to crawl
his arrows are broke from his fall
but thanks to your disapearence out of my life i can stand tall
im sorry i wish i could but honestly we cant even be cool
but my final goodbye is
I LOVE YOU
I MISS YOU
I HATE YOU
- god son