Cheers to my Bleakness

Oh, why, hello
Everpressing
Inifitum-reaching
Cold lonely
Sadness.
Yes, I missed your caress
Your cold frame around
My happy-go-lucky
View of the world.
Your ability to
Turn everything blue
'Cept for the sky,
Which can't keep a hue
Save the grey
Which blocks my beloved stars.
Amongst all my joy
Behind every smile
You're there
Guarding my desires
From those who wish
I fear
To destroy them
They really mean to help
But you make them seem
So fragile and
Helpless to the world
So you bury them away
Even from me
Sing me sweet dischords
And off-key melodies.
So you're back
And I can't get enough
Because I can't move on
I might as well dwell upon her
And the trouble she caused
And all the regret
My inability to say no
And my "faulty" attitude
Screw the world
According to you
You're my only friend
So here's to you,
Loneliness
Sadness
Heartache
Whatever you're calling
Yourself these days
May you forever haunt my soul