My entire head is filled with memories
Some of them good and some of them bad
It’s horrible to say that I remember the most
Are the memories that will make you sad

I have been in this moment before
like an eternity déjà vu
my soul is lonely and longs for a companion
But I’ve lost someone and don’t know who

I feel I am at my bottom in this life
In my eyes that is how it just seems
I struggle and try just to get up
From all these awful dreams

It’s almost as though I meant to live alone
Like I did something wrong in a past existence
Finally time holds still, as if, just for me and just for a second
I see everything I’ve been through and I need assistance

For now I am starting to give or break
And I knew that I would get here someday
Trying to get grip on the reason I still live
I’m tired and don’t want to come out and play

I try to stay positive most of the time
So not to bring anyone down with me
My pain runs pretty deep down inside
Waiting for someone to set me free