I shut my eyes & my worlds so dark
Shadows cover the light
That once shined from my eyes

It feels like I walk through sunlight
Only to see my shadow crawling
Through the scenery behind me

I want to cry, I want to die
But the pains so deep I can’t decide
I want to cry, I want to die
And it just tears me apart from inside

Something deeper then life or death
Creeps with me on it’s own journey
Killing everything that comes through
All the doors that I have opened

I once knew the power of living
From a single touch of your lips
From a single breath across my face
Now I only know ugliness
Where love’s been replaced

If I was given the choice I wouldn’t have gone
As much fun as life can be the towels been thrown
I’ve lived to help others make choices they couldn’t see
Now I am the one that needs to be saved, from me

I want to cry, I want to die
But the pains so deep I can’t decide
I want to cry, I want to die
And it just tears me apart from inside

Something deeper then life or death
Creeps with me on its own journey
Killing everything that comes through
All the doors that I have opened