Did I deserve this

the hurt and the pain

When I was their

with nothing to gain

I gave the support

that I felt you deserved

And never asked

for more in return



I wanted a chance

to be your gal

To hold you near

and give all I can

I waited and wished

and tried to hang on

And wondered in my mind

just what was in store



I waited and waited

and prayed to hold on

Wondered "why me"

and time would go on

I wanted so much

love, hope, and joy

I hoped for those things

just with you and no more



I'm not sure you are real

not sure anymore

I waited and waited

just outside my door

My thoughts and my dreams

I question now

Not knowing if you

are here anymore



I don't want to give up

but not sure what else to do

I sit and I wait

with nothing to do

You're in my thoughts

and on my mind too

But just not sure

if you want me too



Give me a clue

tell me what to do

What you are feeling

and how do you do

I don't want to give up

I want to hold on

But I don't have a clue

why I am here anymore



I want to see you

and hold your hand

I want to hold you

and for you to understand

this is not a game

I feel something true

My wish is that

I just can see you