It's not easy to forget all the moments that we have shared. It gets difficult to ? breathe once your gone. Tell me how it is so easy for you to move on like there was nothing here. Did it mean nothing to you? Did all those moments of pleasure, of surrender and of passion mean nothing to you?..Did you forget that once you said you loved me? Did it ever cross your mind that I believed it, that I hung on to every word you said.....Were all those just words now blowing in the wind? Words without thought? How is it easy for you to just walk away? Tell me how you do it?!

It's not easy for me to understand how a man like you would just dropp me, lie to me. Why? I did nothing but surrender to you, to your love. I did nothing but give you my life. When I said I loved you, that's exactly what I meant. True love, the kind of love theoy write about in books, the kind that does not expect nothing in return. The kind of love that wills itself on you. That special love that makes you loose yourself, all sense of self. That love that ran through my heart, my body and my soul; only to touch yours. I would give it willingly, for my will was yours...I would give it to you endlessly, for to me there was no end.

Now I can see that love for you was different, not the same at all. Not like I loved you. It's not easy being you, is it? It must be so hard to know that there is someone outhere who really loved you.03 Someone who you chose to give up, cause the easy path was best. Yeah the road less traveled is always harder. The one I offered you was it, but you stuck to what you know. It's not easy baby, But I will forget you, I will not love you, I will let go. But again it's not easy.

By: violet avina
12/03/2007