I’m so fucking scared

That at times I stand back

Look at my life

And see how god made a mistake

He gave me you

He let me be happy

For once I feel as if crawling in a hole isn’t the best bet

I’m so fucking scared he’ll realize it and take you away

Set me back in my place

And send back to hell

I Love him so fucking much

It hurts

I hate how in everyone’s eye I’m too young

There are so many other fish in the sea

Yet I just want the one I got

Is forever too much

When hours fly by like seconds in your arms

I want to be old, wrinkly and still fucking you

I used to sit and cry as loneliness grew

Yet how you make me feel

Could provoke tears of joy

Our love is the blasphemy that I never want to escape

Though sadly I don’t own a crystal ball

Just a young girl’s heart

And hope that you’ll be my happily ever after on a white horse.