How could anyone stand a chance or ever win
When your heart is so heavily guarded you wont ever let anyone in
How can you love me so much one day
Then the next hurt me and push me away
Why do you play with my life like it is a game
The things you do and say to hurt me are truly insane
I vowed to love you and give you my all
continued to try but like beating my head against a wall
The only person I'd truly loved and given all of me
You never deserved it why couldn't I see
Needed to have faith and believe in someone
To give me hope that there is good but you went the one
The man you pretend to be doesn't even exist
The one i fell in love with and couldn't wait to kiss
You put on a show of love and kindness but your heart is cold
It took several months before the real Brian started to unfold
Didn't want to believe it could be true
But by your actions i should of knew
Never had to try so hard to just get along
Everything I did and said was wrong
The only protection that I needed was from you
You cant deny what you know is true...
Take responsibility for what you do
One day your actions will catch up to you
So now my love is no longer yours
the last time to throw me or push me out the door
In the end you are the one to lose
Only yourself to blame this is the path you decided to chose
The love I gave you will never find
And my heart is truly one of a kind
Free to move on and find my strength
No longer will my confidence you take
You have yet to see my stronger side
The one that's stubborn and full of pride
Once I choose to walk away
There will be nothing left for you to do or say
What we could of had was something you never find
No matter how far you search or even length of time