No one knows what it's like to desire physical pain
just to take the emotions away
to feel pain instead of sorrow.....
such sweet release
No one knows the place you go inside your mind
when you try to take your own life away
or the feel of the razor blade in your hand
as it part's the flesh like nothing more than meat
No one knows the satisfaction that you find
when you slice into a vein
or how the blood starts to run
or the look of your own pulse in the flow
No one knows the peace that washes over you
when you finally feel that you can at last let go
no more hurting
No one knows the self hatred and disgust you feel
when you realize that you failed yet again
and have to go on knowing
that you couldn't even die right
"FAILURE"
Yet another failure
But I know
Because I am No One