Records from a Scientist 2


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    Records from a Scientist 2

    I found that inexperience cannot exist with bravery
    Aside from my nyctophobia,
    Death looms daily as dawn.

    I found that fear and panic live three blocks from each other.

    They are like the neighbours who visit,
    Whether they are invited or not.

    I found that with the art of words I can be wooed.

    My past beckons, while the future seems indifferent,
    So I tend to go back alot.

    I found that true love is imperfectly undying.

    Everything unfair or unworthy sooner or later,
    Fails and falls before it.

    I found that I believe in God.

    Recently, I have been mad at him,
    I asked him for a favor, not sure he listened.

    I found that no one knows my soul.

    Money and sex can't make it more transparent,
    I just wish that others had the keys to see.

    I found that I am still in love with u.

    Willing it away doesnt seem to work,
    Thus I am resigned to notes,

    I found that beauty comes with earrings and tattoos.

    They know themselves, and have peace,
    that is true beauty...being different, being yourself.

    I found that prayer doesnot console me all the time,

    I need real arms, and a body to complete the feeling.

    I found that I have time in heaven, not earth.

    I found that I have discovered me.

    Its not easy to admit the monster in my dreams,
    was me....

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    Poetry is not an expression of the party line. It's that time of night, lying in bed, thinking what you really think, making the private world public, that's what the poet does.

    Allen Ginsberg (1926-1997) U.S. poet.

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