Still Here

Still drinking
Still thinking
Solution at hand
Breath above water
Rest beneath land
Daydreaming with smiles
Desire to fly
A want to get away
Truth in my eye
You choose to not see
Your safe that way
Protect yourself with ignorance
So you wont have to stay
Play that game you play
Take advantage of my realness
Pain is increasing
I just wish you could feel this
By your hand it gets deeper
Can’t hold a grudge
My heart projects forgiveness
I was created with love
Disappointed so often
Still the blow doesn’t lessen
You inhale disrespect
You exhale aggression
Still I refuse to learn my lesson
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Pushing negativity aside
Not dwelling on what it was
Still I continue to be myself
Still I continue to love
YOU