there are two of me
the real person inside and the person i let you see
i dont consider it a mask more a shell
cuz i am hiding every aspect of myself
i dont think i would look half as cute will all my pain
written across my face
rather than infect people with it i hide it away
i only let it loose when its safe
safe from all the pitying faces and questions i cant answer
you all would be shocked to see what i suffer
and to those who dont know what i bear and tell me to get over it
are those who dont know how heavy the load is
and if thats the case
why would i even tell you in the first place?
maybe i am just not a strong as you
as sad as that may be it may be true
but its me that has to deal with it
thats why i dont speak about anything
cuz it mine to deal with
dont judge me
thats just another thing i don't really need