I lay in my bed feeling lost and alone

Its so cold in here I'm chilled to the bone

How can a place so familiar to me

Feel as large and confusing and vast as the sea

I remember days when we'd lie together

When you'd look at me and say that there is no other

You'd stroke my face and play with my hair

Ah how I miss the feeling of you laying there

You'd wrap your arms around me and refuse to let go

When I moved you moved, like water we flowed

Warm breath on my skin you'd say "I love you"

Hardly above a whisper I spoke those words too

Now it's all done you've said that we're through

I have to try and be just friends with you

You say it wasn't real, that you imagined the feeling

Well it was real for me and my heart, its not healing

So here we stand you hold me at arms distance

I can't fight my love, good thing you've got such strong resistance

I miss how we were but you say we can't be

All you want is a best friend out of me

I hate you for having loved me, I wish you never had

I hate me for loving you, this hurts me too bad

You've moved on with your life, you've found someone new

I'm sorry, I can't help it, I'll always love you