Afraid

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    Afraid


    I’ve never been afraid of death
    I’ve never been afraid of sex
    I had no problem with being you whore
    I had a problem with letting you love me

    I can’t let down my defenses
    You try and see something that’s not there
    That’s why I need to say to you

    That I saw no conflict in
    Sharin’ my bed
    Just don’t ask me to share
    What’s left of
    My barely beating heart

    I can give the physical
    Just don’t ask for my
    Heart

    I could never be your
    WIFE,
    A PRIZE TO TAKE HOME TO MOM AND DAD
    I can’t give you any more than
    What’s between my legs

    I’m damaged goods
    And not worthy of you ,
    Or your love
    Nor will I ask for it

    Even when THAT is what I
    Want the most

    So to answer you’re question
    Yeah!!!!!
    I desire your love
    More than anything,
    But I wont let you give it to me
    So now I must let you go

    And now we must say
    Good bye

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    BobbyRockwar commented on Afraid

    05-15-2009

    Well-said and done. Keep your soul safe and don't let this world swallow your inner-self.
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    Christina13

    08/29/2009

    I try not give too much away, I can only hope in the end there's enough left to give to the one whos true to me

    StraytRootz commented on Afraid

    02-16-2009

    Now this poem is something that I can relate to. Everyone knows the struggle of sexing that person you can't/won't love or allow to love you back. The answer to the burning question before the final kiss-off is ON POINT!
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    Christina13

    08/29/2009

    Yea the thing the one I wrote this for doesn't even know the story of that feeling, or the story asto why.

    Poetry is either something that lives like fire inside you or else it is nothing, an empty formalized bore around which pedants can endlessly drone their notes and explanations.

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