Afraid

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  • Christina13
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Afraid



I’ve never been afraid of death
I’ve never been afraid of sex
I had no problem with being you whore
I had a problem with letting you love me

I can’t let down my defenses
You try and see something that’s not there
That’s why I need to say to you

That I saw no conflict in
Sharin’ my bed
Just don’t ask me to share
What’s left of
My barely beating heart

I can give the physical
Just don’t ask for my
Heart

I could never be your
WIFE,
A PRIZE TO TAKE HOME TO MOM AND DAD
I can’t give you any more than
What’s between my legs

I’m damaged goods
And not worthy of you ,
Or your love
Nor will I ask for it

Even when THAT is what I
Want the most

So to answer you’re question
Yeah!!!!!
I desire your love
More than anything,
But I wont let you give it to me
So now I must let you go

And now we must say
Good bye

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BobbyRockwar commented on Afraid

05-15-2009

Well-said and done. Keep your soul safe and don't let this world swallow your inner-self.

Christina13

08/29/2009

I try not give too much away, I can only hope in the end there's enough left to give to the one whos true to me

StraytRootz commented on Afraid

02-16-2009

Now this poem is something that I can relate to. Everyone knows the struggle of sexing that person you can't/won't love or allow to love you back. The answer to the burning question before the final kiss-off is ON POINT!

Christina13

08/29/2009

Yea the thing the one I wrote this for doesn't even know the story of that feeling, or the story asto why.

Poetry is not the expression of personality but an escape from personality.

T. S. Eliot (1888-1965) American-English poet and playwright.

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