The gravity weighs me down , I  feel an intense pressure in my chest , my blood turns as thick and as dark as molasses.

I feel empty and alone yet again , the tears in my eyes blur my vision , my grief is too much to bear, I guess i must return to my solitude and darkness, it is the only thing i recognise anyway.

It hasnt been even an hour but my heart has already broken into fragments , im not sure i can recover from this one.

I guess i can never be truley happy ever again , but why what did i do?

what didnt i do?

To be completely honest with whomever reads this I truely want to die . these few lines in no way express fully how i feel ..........I ....I am at a loss for word right now.

A broken heart seems to be all i am alotted in this life .............