Behind the Void
I'm built on inside
of settled scores and bribes
I carry a widows pain
in share to a loss of change
No matter how nasty the truth, I'm not convinced
I've annihilated what's important at others expense
To sort out the equality of precision,
In spite of every wrong decision,
I don't undertake in waiting for acceptance
I won't fulfill a part in being another contestant
It's frustrating how I can't move passed my past
Nights bear with insomnia while the days become vast
Without retreat, I sell myself short
By all means I've managed to walk my own course
I set myself up to one reality
I will always have a survivors mentality
of settled scores and bribes
I carry a widows pain
in share to a loss of change
No matter how nasty the truth, I'm not convinced
I've annihilated what's important at others expense
To sort out the equality of precision,
In spite of every wrong decision,
I don't undertake in waiting for acceptance
I won't fulfill a part in being another contestant
It's frustrating how I can't move passed my past
Nights bear with insomnia while the days become vast
Without retreat, I sell myself short
By all means I've managed to walk my own course
I set myself up to one reality
I will always have a survivors mentality
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