Contemplation
I've patiently waited
for your attention,
affection,
companionship.
I've deliberatley stood still
watching you neglect me,
reject me,
desert me.
I've grown weary
from all the wanting,
needing,
realizing.
I've started becoming bitter
from your broken promises,
preoccupation,
negligence.
I've endured all I can
of lonely nights,
unfulfilled need,
blatant disregard.
I've had enough
of the thoughtlessness,
loneliness,
being last.
I've begun to think I should go
before you resent me,
I become someone else,
we hate eachother.
I've decided to go
so you'll no longer be pressured,
I'll no longer be disappointed,
we might remain friends.
for your attention,
affection,
companionship.
I've deliberatley stood still
watching you neglect me,
reject me,
desert me.
I've grown weary
from all the wanting,
needing,
realizing.
I've started becoming bitter
from your broken promises,
preoccupation,
negligence.
I've endured all I can
of lonely nights,
unfulfilled need,
blatant disregard.
I've had enough
of the thoughtlessness,
loneliness,
being last.
I've begun to think I should go
before you resent me,
I become someone else,
we hate eachother.
I've decided to go
so you'll no longer be pressured,
I'll no longer be disappointed,
we might remain friends.
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