Dear mom

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    Dear mom
    I can't keep this up anymore. At first I thought it wasn't really happening, that maybe my bad habits were affecting my head. But it is happening again and again. He grabs my ass he violates me. He tries to buy his way in and I can't take it anymore. I can't just keep pushing him away and silently taking each gentle blow. One of us has got to go. I should have told you sooner but I thought it best to let it go, since it was only minor violations no one would have to know. But today in school I broke down for the last time, I won't deal with it again, it's slowly taken over my mind, i don't know what to do. I swear to god all I have thought about today is how i could have avoided feeling this way. But the ppl who really love me who have wiped away my tears, say that i should take a stand, which is why this is here. I'm telling you he's a creeper, verbally and physically. I'm telling you i'm done with this and never want to think about him or this agian. And next time I ask for you don't leave me with him again.

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    RoseFromARose commented on Dear mom

    09-06-2010

    This hurts. I've been in the exact same situation but instead of just sexual encounters, he beat me with anything he could get his hands on. I'm sorry for this. It's a beautiful honest write. Thank you for sharing
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    ApaqRasgirl commented on Dear mom

    09-05-2010

    that was a very heart wrenching write dear, and I am sure this was a hard one for you to do. but do not keep it bottled up inside you, let it out, let it all flow into your words on paper and free your spirit and soul of those terrible memories of things that should never happen to a your girl.......yes take a stand for your own self preservation. This is never a good situation to be in, I have a dear friend who grew up in a terrible world with her father using her for his sex toy, she has found release in her older years now by writing her memoirs about her life.........you have to make your mother see what is happening or else find another place to live.......wonderful but sad write dear, I applaud you for speaking out.......love asha
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    redbloodink commented on Dear mom

    09-05-2010

    omg.... My heart ( soul ) was breaking as I read this ........ I hope that this situation has improved in your life..... May God bless you with freedom from this pain and violation of you and who you are...... redbloodink....
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    kage commented on Dear mom

    02-19-2010

    great poem story , i like it and it tells an important story .anyone should know that enough is enough
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    teachertasha commented on Dear mom

    05-12-2009

    That is a lot for a 16yr old to handle. Say strong!
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    tsmith

    07/13/2009

    yes it is but i think without it i wudnt be who i am...... for better or for worse

    Poetry comes nearer to vital truth than history.

    Plato (BC 427-BC 347) Greek philosopher.

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