I Never Existed

Everything supposedly happens for a reason,
But whats your reason for putting me in tears again,
Why are you always hurting me so deep?
Whats the point in trying to even being happy?
When everything I do for you is always wrong?
Why should it have to be like this?
And now you leave me behind,
Hurt and scared for life,
Why could I let this happen?
Because I was scared,
I was scared of you,
Of everything you was becoming,
Of everything that was happening,
And now,
You're happier than me?
How is that honestly possible?
How could you have more happiness than me?
But thats all I want for you,
Even if you did hurt me a lot,
But I guess its the only way it could happen,
I guess its the only way you would let it happen,
So here I am,
Crying out loud,
Can you hear me?
Oh no, you can't,
Why is that?
Oh yeah, you're with her now,
And it's like I never existed.