Insanity

My eyes tenderly close
as the black surrounds me
your image fades out
and the pain dampens just a bit
the image of you brings me hope
but crushes my heart
shall i ever see your face again
one day i hope
one day perhaps
when you lay here and
the black surrounds you as well
you'll think of my image
or perhaps see me when you've lost your mind
but have i lost my mind truly
or is my imagination playing tricks
what are you
are you even a person
talk to me
speak to me
why can i not feel you
there's no warmth in your touch
nor light in your eyes
you are nothing but a figment of imagination
my own version of fear
except you are a person that only knows fear , lives fear , breathes fear
i am a person that feels , breathes , lives
that's the difference between you and i
i live for everything
and you...
you live for nothing