My first glimpse of you left me breathless, curious, such a
mammoth of a man, so strong in stature, confident,
overflowing with peace and a gentle calm. What is this I am
feeling? excitement? arousal? This inquisitiveness
causing a phenomenon ever so deep in my very soul.
I hesitantly gazed into your eyes, full of passion, fire and
yet so tender brimming over with compassion, resolve,
and what is this I see? Love? Yes love, a love for my good
a love for my success in this life of freedom, a love for me as
a sister in Christ. And so what began as a casual, endearing
phrase of friendship, "love ya" solidified into a marvel, a
wonderment, a rarity, a miracle love never experienced
before! As I soar to new heights, never reached, what feelings, what excitement, oh so brand new, so
beautiful, savoring, embellishing, this electric, happening
and yet in the midst of the most amazing fantasy ever to
be explored, I plummet back to reality, so many thrills, dreams exploding in; yes! yes! must be true, must be
right, yet ONE "thing" screams out so strong, so blatantly
real, this fantasy, is so out of reach, never to be......................