Maybe its just...

Maybe it's just I can't understand it all
why it is I loved you so, when I said that I couldn't do it
From the jump I tried so hard not to
Maybe just why I can't forget you when I lay down at night
Such a sweet time, lips locked as eyes were wont to do
The moment in time comes to bear, and for once, it halts
It stops, and freezes all trivial things, leaving the hot passion to burn like an inferno

I don't understand it, what brought me here,
Maybe its just that I love you and I can't stop loving you
Even if I could love another and hold her, it couldn't be the same as when I held you close in the midnight hour
My heart softened, believing at all that I dreamed could be so possible.
Finally, like a man in the desert, i found my rest, my comfort and finally able to quench my thirst
Something about it all seemed so right, when I knew it was doomed
Mine eyes did see so far, but in that moment, all i could do was love you, need you and make love to you like I could to no other
Maybe... its just why I can't get enough of you

And yet, even as fate tore  you from me, I had to be honest, my heart was too heavy for another, because of time, of a child and of life that I had to live
and even at that night, I dreamed of you, amidst my vile nightmares
Shuddering, reeling from the terror of heartache.
Baby, its just why I need you so much
My life feels so empty
and i miss those kisses, the hugs and the nights together...
Yet, amidst the winter that comes in the morning,
Just know I love you, i need you
but despite it all
baby, just know that you are the reason why i love you so much