I have a necrotic heart. Black and dead to the world. No longer will I be torn apart.

The wall is up. I've spilled out my guts.

As I watch my blood creep into the sewer. I'm thankful through experience, I'll learn my lessons sooner.

I spit in the face of what being "in love" stands for. Discovering Homosapiens are all a bunch of whores!

Angry that my demons have been caged. From now on I'm releasing my rage.

Shred me up, shear me in half. Every lover I had in the past, and they wonder why I never let them in. This is my rendition.

Just want to dabble and play? I'll give you memories of me, but pieces and parts. I will never give away.

To many times I blamed myself. To many times I've set my needs on the shelf.

Some would say they don't want to hear. Others would just grind the gears.

Twisting and turning into each carefully chizzled space. I'm a ticking time bomb that won't go to waste.

If I seem jaded, frustrated you're right. My string has definately been pulled to tight.

Shred me up, shear me in half. Every lover I had in the past, and they wonder why I never let them in. This is my rendition.

Just want to dabble and play? I'll give you memories of me, but pieces and parts. I will never give away.

These feelings I can no longer hide. Even if I have no one with which to confide.

This vortex that sucked me in. Has inflicted upon me a terrible condition.

A flesh eating bacteria has devoured my heart. Leaving a taste in my mouth thats bitter and tart.

I hated the color black until my chest formed this stone. This is me from now on. I will Always be alone........