Been wanting to tell you what's on my mind. Wanting to finally express my feelings but, you've caused so much frustration. They're playing hide and seek in a place I can't find.

I'm so in love it hurts when you touch me. Deeply in love but you come and go like the tides of the sea.

I can say these thoughts over and over to myself. Then you come around and my tongue swells.

It can't be healthy to vision us together all the time. Not love sick, but sick from love am I, and it makes me cry.

23 days since you dumped me for the second time and my cheeks are still moist. The only way to uplift my spirts is to hear your voice.

I should be angry and never talk to you again. You have no idea what you want and keep dragging me in.

Saying you don't want me beacause of this and that. Just so you know this is hell for me and that's a fact.

The intimacy of each time we made love washes up in my face. I know it was more than just sex, and for you to pretend it wasn't is a disgrace.

Twice you spit out I love you as a friend. Please let me go if you don't want me. For my health this has to end.

If you think this is easy I have a message to give. My stomach gets queezy. My life is no fun to live.

Without you even wearing my glasses I can't see. Without you my chest tightens, as I feel a defibrillator shock me.

A heart beat so faint appears on the screen. Sinus Brady rhythm until from you my heart I can ween.