Not Real

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Gave my love away..... It was never really wanted... I kept lying to myself...... Love is true..... You Katherine A. Hodgman....... I'm not going to let you hurt me..........

Not Real

 I think all the time......
I probably.......
Think to much........
It's not real.........

                             I will think of this......
                                    Sometimes that......
                     I doubt .... But yet kiss.....
                             I am stronger ... I'm like a cat.....

                   You might never discover.....
             What it might be like........
                                        Could we be a lover 
                               My emotions and body want to take a hike......
                                I am scared I will feel second rate.......
                         Maybe you I shouldn't date.....
Maybe I should just be all in........
                                Nah..... I already  have to wait...
I don't want to lay there......

Like I already do here.......
       What would be different.......
You would be the most beautiful person to ever hurt me.......
             And I refuse .......
At least if the person........
Is not quit as attractive.....

I would rather a little less attractive.......
       Hurt me instead...........
Better then you beautiful.......
             Hurting me then me be dead........
                I just might not want you around......

Do I need this..... You don't....
       

                                            Not REAL..............
                          
                





                                     Redbloodink
 

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Plato (BC 427-BC 347) Greek philosopher.

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