personal demons

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    • LanaAuLani
    • Ok So I'm back in my house after the eight months in the woods because of the fire. Everything seems to be ok now. I guess we will have to work with that. btw I do have my lip redone. Yay for quilting needles.

    personal demons

    Sitting here
    glaring at the reflection in the water
    listening to the shallow breathing of
    this beast

    So beautiful
    With eyes of blue and a silver tongue
    lashing you at every moment
    She watches

    She knows me
    Yet I am powerless against her
    I try yet again to tear her from my soul
    She wins again

    How do I
    Defeat this demon that is so much a part of me?
    She feeds on my fears and hatred and empathy
    Bleeding me

    I grow weak
    Still gazing at her from the water.
    Trying, yet again, to drown her
    I taste her joy

    Metallic on my tongue
    It sends shivers down my spine.
    Her jubilation echos off the tile walls
    deafening me.

    She wins again.
    I am nothing.
    And she is all.

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    Poetry is finer and more philosophical than history; for poetry expresses the universal, and history only the particular.

    Aristotle (384 BC-322 BC) Greek philosopher.

    LanaAuLani’s Poems (19)

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    Evening's last drink 0
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    The Fire 0
    personal demons 0
    Butterflies 0
    I give up 0
    The sun shines only in dreams 1
    Time 0
    Unbound 0
    Her Majesty 1
    Unnamed 2 0
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    Last words to you. 0
    Luna 0
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