As I lay here
I think of all of the things
You said when I was alive

Yes, I used to be alive
Don't you remember?

You told me you'd hold me
But you could never love me
I was too ugly for that, you said

I could've been alive
Don't you forget!

I made you promise me
We wouldn't do this thing equally
I wouldn't let you do a thing

Yes, I used to be alive
Don't you remember?

I wanted you
By my side, but away
From me
And I tried
To push you off my cliff
But you climbed up to me

I needed you to hate me
But you were indifferent
You said you couldn't force yourself
To feel any thing

And I listened
I could've lived
Don't you forget!

My mouth is dry
A snake is slivering
It's way
To my heart

It goes down, down, down
My throat
To my heart

DON'T LOVE ME DON'T LOVE ME DON'T LOVE ME
DON'T KISS ME DON'T KISS ME DON'T KISS ME

I'm worried
You will fall for another
And you won't hate me
Like I love you

Like I loved you
No one could love you
You said you would reserve your hate for me
I was the only one, you said to me

I could've lived
I, I could've lived
But you killed me
You killed me with your non-love

All you had to do was hate me
Hate me
All I wanted you to do was hate me
Hang me, kill me, break me

Twist me
I could've lived...
Don't you forget!

Yes, I used to live
I used to, I used to live
I used to love, I used to give
Don't you remember?
Don't you forget!

I used to live
I used to give
Then you loved me
I said please
Don't love me
I need the
The hatred
The yearning
For something
I can't have
Without it
Without you
I'm nothing
Without you
Just kill me
Please kill me
I'm dying
I'm gone