Enlightened sex
Enlightened mind
Enlightened love
I see you shimmer in the moonlight
Snakes slivering up my legs
Into the heart of my other body
Snow falling to it's death between my legs

In my head, inebriated with sin
I can't be left to my imagination
I'd kill myself, you, and the other me

How articulate you were when you left
You left me broken and dying
But I didn't mind, I wanted to die
Isn't that what we all want?
To die, wither away in pain and suffering
I wanted you thrust yourself into me
Without permission, without regret

In my head, you're spinning round and round
I can't be left to my imagination
I'd kill myself, you, and the other me

Oh God oh God oh God
Why have you deserted me?
I'll tell You why
Because I wanted You to
I wanted You to leave me behind
I wanted You to hate me, burn me, maim me
I never needed love
I never wanted love

Who said all we ever need is love?