As I sat upon a rickety old wooden chair one dark and lonely evening dreaming of the desire of a love that would befall and soon possess my very soul. Not yet knowing of whom I speak but feeling the presence of his very soul within me. I shall tell you of the love I speak of.....
I feel such a bonding with you. A constant desire to be with you. Very often I feel my heart sitting painfully heavy upon my stomach. Each night I long to hear your soothing voice whispering upon my ear. I want to share everything with you, my body, my mind, my emotions and my very soul. I dream of lying beside you engulfed in your arms. I have an overwhelming desire to merge my body into yours and become one with you.
I find you to be so very sensuous as well as confident and secure. You are so comfortable within yourself that you make me too comfortable with you. You are warm, sensitive and thoughtful. I am sustained by fear for I never knew I could love this much. I am afraid I will make love to you and through the slip of the tongue.... I will tell you that I am falling so deeply in love with you.
You fill my heart and my mind so completely that I am at a loss for sleep. My dreams are filled with wonderful visions of the future for the two of us. I fear that they are only as I have said...Dreams.
Your sensuous kiss leaves me breathless and your gentle touch causes me to tremble. When I feel your beautiful eyes penetrating mine.... Alas.... I know I am eternally yours.................
Judith A. Birdsong