Strong

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Strong

In this world I feel all alone
I have a family and a home
But I can't shake this feeling
I have deep inside me

I love my family
and I love my friends
but sometimes I think
I want it to end

I want my freedom
I want my space
sometimes I feel like
I want to run away

I married young at age 18
conceived my daughter
and became a mom
when I was just 19

My husband has told me
how much he loves me
He wants nothing more
than to make me happy

Just sometimes I feel
Like I lost out on life
I grew up to fast
watched my mother die

There are days I find myself
wanting to let it out
hang my head down low
and just cry and cry

But I hold my head up
look at my children
tell them mommy loves them
and give them hugs and kisses

I have to be strong
cut out all my losses
there is nothing I can do
but be there for my family

So everday I hold my head up high
Put on my happy face
Take care of my husband and kids
And dream about all the things
that I had to miss....


Natasha Bosko
10-01-09




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TheShowMan commented on Strong

10-29-2009

Sometimes we have to give up some things to get something so much greater. So you got married early and had kids, you know how much maturity and responsibility it takes to do that?. A level most people do not have in our age group. I know I could not handle it LOL. Very good story, emotional honest and goes in depth of the situation are in. So many young single people have a life and do all this cool stuff but go to a empty home, at least you do not have to worry about that :).

nbosko

10/30/2009

thankyou..and you are right..not many people in our age group have what I have..That is why even though I may not be completely happy everyday I always love my kids..I am strong for them! I have to be..I am mommy!!

Stardrift commented on Strong

10-06-2009

Pillar of a write NB! A good family is precious in this world - if you have your own family, you're actually quite fortunate. You have your very own treasure - since money is overrated and/or misused especially. I've a probably simplistic suggestion: Write down some good things that you think you've missed. Then, as a secondary to the priority of your family, look into pursuing one or two of them. You might be surprised to discover that some of them may not necessarily be gone forever - the reasonable ones. Also, for your ponderment, remember the grass is greener adage! Also, geographical location can affect moods. Of course, we do know that moving can be almost impossible. Just my thoughts. Peace!!

Poetry is not an expression of the party line. It's that time of night, lying in bed, thinking what you really think, making the private world public, that's what the poet does.

Allen Ginsberg (1926-1997) U.S. poet.

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