You see me smile,
You see me laugh,
I look so happy,
But not so fast,

Look into my eyes,
Can you see the pain,
Its killing me ,
Its always there,
It just wont go,
I want it to go,
Why is it there,


I wake up its there,
I go to sleep its there,
Even when im happy its there,
Staring at me with its evil stare,

It's taking me over,
Soon itll be all I feel,
Is there any way to stop it,
This pain is real,
I need a resort,
Pain keeps stabbing me and stabbing me,
Its all i feel,


I bleed and I bleed,
The blood is real,
It rushes out in a river,
Dark red,
Why are you doing this,
keeps running through my head,
But The Pain never answers,
It just stabs me agian,
And then again,

Go away,
Just go away,
I dont want to feel this anymore,
I dont want to,
Stop it,
Just stop it,
I cant take this anymore,


Whats going to become of me,
How will this end,
Will it end in sorrow,
Will it end in grief,
Will there be a grave with my name on it,
And then everybody will be filled with pain,
Pain will win,
I cant let that happen,
But what can I do,
I know I can beat him,
You can help me beat him,
I need you.

K.M Nyquist