I just cannot deny what I feel,
No matter how hard I try,
What I feel is real,
It just wont go away,
Just not today,
Maybe tomarrow is better,
But It wont stay gone forever,
It always comes back,
Always comes back,

It secretly hides in the back of my soul,
Many times It engolfs my heart whole,
This evil endeavors to make me break,
How much more of this can I take,
Until It finaly breaks me down,
Bloody and cold, thats how ill be found,
Lying lifeless in my red water filled tub,
Just bathing in my thick warm blood,

Everyday I constantly fight It,
But how can I fight what I cant see,
I just want it to leave,
Look I surrender,
So please just leave,
I want to feel better,

But It just grows bigger and bites me harder than before,
Im about to faint, Its tearing away at my core,
Just scratching and tearing all of it away,
I cant breath, I just cant breathe my lungs are sore,
Someone save me,
I dont want to feel this anymore,

I just cannot deny this,
I thought someone should know,
I just cant deny this,
I need someone to know.

K.M Nyquist